Out of the Muck

Spring is a time of birth and rebirth after the winter. In April, we held our Spring workshop at Eastman Nature center. It was a beautiful day with plenty of time spent in nature. One aspect of Earth we worked with was muck. A combination of mud and water with the consistency to suck your boots off if you step in it. We think of getting stuck in the muck, mired muck and most people don’t want their feet to touch the muck bottom of a lake while swimming. There is a negative connotation to muck. But muck is also fertile. Cattails which are nature’s purification system grow in muck. The lotus flower grows out of the muck and is a symbol of beauty, rebirth, overcoming adversity and enlightenment. In Minnesota, we have the water lily emerging from the muck in our lakes- a symbol of rebirth. So next time you feel covered in muck or stuck in the muck consider turning your attention to what is trying to grow, is something trying to be birthed in your life? What is the adversity you are needing to overcome and heal in order to bloom? How is the adversity feeding your rebirth?

You are invited to join us at a future workshop to explore your internal process in the natural rhythm of nature. We would love to see you there.

The chaos of new beginnings

Spring is the season of new beginnings. The season typically starts with snow on the ground and perhaps, one last snowstorm. By the end of Spring everything is green, flowers are blooming, baby animals have arrived and the sunlight is noticeably increased and stronger. It seems spring takes forever to arrive and there is a chaos to it’s entrance as it establishes itself. New beginnings in our lives are often a bit chaotic just like spring. There is a need to regulate our emotions and nervous system and it takes more skills to do so, analogous to most people during an April snowstorm. The temperatures vary from mitten weather to short weather and our ability to be prepared and adapt is at times tested. Just like the new beginnings in our lives, vacillating from looking back to the familiarity of those mittens and looking forward to the freedom of wearing shorts all of the time. Spring is full of surprises, just like the new beginnings in our lives. Newly planted plants and ideas begin to grow and sometimes get nipped by the frost. Within all of the chaos there is order, the hardy plants thrive, the effective ideas begin to take form, and a path starts to emerge and we follow feeling a little more in alignment with what is starting to manifest. We can start to see the order, the organization and our nervous systems follow suit and settle. The sun does come up tomorrow, the moon cycles with it’s waxing and waning, the new growth becomes stable and blooms and we have survived another new beginning and perhaps learned something about ourselves in the process.

New Beginnings

January; the time for new beginnings according to the Gregorian calendar.

We often think of new beginnings as something exciting, shiny and new, like the birth of a child, a new relationship, a new career, so much potential, so much hope. We are at the beginning but we also have expectations about what could be, hopes for the future and attachment to outcome. At times it is very evident what our attachments are, my new job will bring me more money and happiness for example. This relationship will be the one where I find true love, or at least participate in a healthy relationship without drama is another example. Sometimes the expectations and attachments are more subtle. Going into buying a new car just wanting the car to run but when it does not run getting upset and wondering why things like this always happen to me. There is a hope the car will run and an underlying expectation that one does not get to have things that work and neither will this car.

Expectations are a form of judgment, as if they are not met there is an underlying way it “should” be. This is different from morality as morality is a value system, something that is important and a value is lived. It is not put out for others to adhere to, it is your value and you live it. An expectation or judgment is put out for all to adhere to with a universal right and wrong. The consequence of some expectations are small, a little disappointment that the cake was not chocolate, but some have major consequences in our lives. Unmet expectations of ourselves often lead to shame which makes us ineffective in shifting behaviors or expectations. Judgments and expectations of others interfere in relationships and make compassion very difficult.

Some new beginnings require much hard work. Shifting expectations, judgments and releasing attachment to outcomes is some of the hardest work an individual can take on, especially the self judgments and expectations. I would invite you to start a new beginning this year, using the winter to clarify your values, the ones you choose to live by, taking the time to go inside and really find compassion for yourself and clarity in who you are. And as you find those values, I would invite you to drop the expectations and judgments of yourself and others. There lies the hard work. I think it is work that is done throughout a lifetime and at each level of dropping judgments and expectations, there is a little more freedom and a little more compassion. I would invite you to attend one of our workshops and find the sludge that keeps you from dropping judgments and expectations of yourself and others. Come spend a day in nature exploring the season of what’s unfolding within you.

Ancestors

We had a couple of amazing experiences on our retreat and fall workshop. For the retreat we had amazing weather, swimming comfortably in a northern Minnesota lake on the last weekend of September, drumming and dancing, using the sauna and restoring our souls.

The fall workshop at Eastman Nature Center was also beautiful fall weather with all of the fall colors and sunshine. We worked on clearing the sludge of our ancestral lines, the family legacies that keep us mired in familiar patters that no longer serve us. We often don’t think of healing the patterns we inherit from our ancestors, the epigenetic or transgenerational wounding. But what a gift we give our descendants when he heal. Some say it goes both ways, and the ancestors also heal. The best part is how we get to be free of the no longer helpful lineage experiences and live more authentically. At the workshop drumming assisted releasing that sludge and a sense of calm with some playfulness permeated the group.

Thanks to all who participated. We hope to see you again soon

What can you find amidst the trees?

In the last few months I have had the opportunity to visit three mountain ranges, all surrounded by the trees. First there was the Ouatchita Mountains, the only mountain range in the US that runs east/west. Here I found streams, waterfalls, paths, healing, fog, sunsets, and rocks amidst the trees. Often times the trees were not the focus, the streams or rocks caught your eye first but they were constant, holding, adding to the beauty even if they were not the primary focus. Sometimes a tree would grab your attention and show you something and other times they would gently sway in the background giving shelter and protection to the animals, as well as being a food source.

The next mountains were the Tetons. They are majestic and wild and amidst the trees. There you could find mountains, lakes, the power of nature, animals, community and death amidst the trees. The trees once again were often in the background to the mountains but once in awhile they would be the predominant feature in a subtle way, always there and always supporting in some way.

My final mountain trip was to the Canadian Rockies. Spectacular. The beauty is awe inspiring, one of the most beautiful places I have seen. The mountains, of course, are the predominant feature and the tress accent and support, adding to the beauty, giving color and texture and once again providing sustenance to those who live in the forested mountains. Amidst the trees I found lakes, clouds, peace, tranquility, waterfalls, streams, and beauty everywhere I looked.

Wherever you find yourself in this world, notice what you see amidst the trees. There are hidden gems everywhere, even the places where trees are sparse, perhaps even more is hidden in the trees there. Find the beauty and know the trees are holding the beauty within and without. Come play in the tress with us at our retreat in September, the trees should be colorful then, or at our next workshop. We look forward to seeing you.

The Eclipse

I travelled to see the eclipse in totality this month. The experience of taking it in through all of the sense is so different than seeing it on a screen. The visual, of course, is spectacular but there is more. The sensation of the temperature dropping, it becoming darker in the middle of the day, the songs of the birds changing from their normal chatter all add to the experience. In the pasture I was sitting in, the cows broke through the fence and the snakes became very active in the pond, moving like lightening to and fro. It seemed as if there was a void of time, 4 minutes of a pause, of possibility, the possibility of shifting something that seemed permanent. The felt sense of reality as we know it, to actually be an illusion, woven in the tapestry of something much bigger than us and what we know. And then the eclipse is complete and we are back in the pasture, trees dotting the landscape, we are breathing the air, listening to the cows moo, back to our own thoughts but yet somehow changed. Changed once again by the power and magnificence of nature.

Molly’s Adventures

Early Spring Blog:

Happy Spring although winter felt fleeting.  I had the opportunity to visit San Diego a few weeks ago to speak at a conference.  A great place to walk and visit with nature.  Kayaking seeing harbor seals and many shore birds was such fun.  I am sharing one photo with this beautiful tree I hung out with.  I was reminded that anywhere I go I can seek out and be with nature in any form that shows up.  I was with a colleague, and she said let’s just show up there and not make any plans for our free time, well I thought okay yet I just made one small shift to make a reservation for kayaking and it turned out to be big fun.  In this non planning nature crept in as she always does and we danced with the sea, curled up with the trees, was kissed by the sun and greeted by many amazing canines.  I have gratitude for being able to get away, share knowledge in our workshop about working with horses for healing and walk upon the earth in a new location.  I hope you are able to be outside, get kissed by the sun, walk tenderly upon the earth, and enjoy and engage nature-as nature surely does nurture!

As we go into March with sunshine and warmth, please consider joining us for our one-day restorative workshop in Apple Valley on Friday March 22nd.  Come join us as we welcome spring and find balance in our lives. Even though it was a unique winter, nature still knows and can teach us a few things about finding balance in our lives. 


This Authentic Restoration Workshop is a self-care experience to refresh your life force energy and step into an authentic alignment with yourself. Discover where your energy is stuck and connect with your capacity to balance through mindful exploration in nature, movement, body focused activities and self-inquiry.   

Please see more information and sign up on our website, amidstthetrees.com

Dancing into spring,

Molly D

Waldeinsamkeit

Waldeinsamkeit is the feeling of unique solitude while being alone in the woods, a feeling of connectedness to nature; a union with the ancient rhythms of the Earth. It is a German word that when translated directly means loneliness and woods; however has a much greater meaning of connectedness and the sense of inner peace while communing in the woods. Lisa, Molly and I spent a recent weekend practicing the connectedness to nature, the regeneration of our energy, the settledness of coming in the our bodies with settling into the snow- yes we went far enough north to find snow and cold.

There is a sense of wonder in the feeling of being grounded in snow. A sense of peace and quiet and coming into the rhythm of the winter, a replenishing and slowing down. A getting ready for the next germinating phase or thing in our life while taking time to rest, relax and find again our own rhythm and pace

We played in the trees, on the trees and surrounded by trees. All the while connecting with the consciousness of the trees and joining with them in the joy of being, nothing to accomplish, no deadlines, just “being” connected in the web of life. It is amazing how something so simple can shift your perspective and restore your energy. Trees don’t really care how cold it is and we practiced sharing that sentiment.

Whether you have a week, a weekend, a day or a few hours. We hope you can get out and enjoy the connection to nature and all it can bring to you. If you have a day, consider joining us for our next workshop or even the retreat next fall. We can practice waldeinsamkeit and learn to make it a practice in our daily life.

Beauty in the Rain

Some people could be given an entire field of roses and only see the thorns in it. Others could be given a single weed and only see the wildflower in it. Perception is a key component to gratitude. And gratitude is a key component to joy.

-amy weatherlt

In this time of fall, harvest, abundance and getting ready for the winter ahead may we find time to be grateful. May we share that gratitude with others and extend it out into the world. May our moments of gratitude help feed our soul and replenish us and those around us. May our hearts be full, open and kind and spread gratitude to others. May the gratitude spread like wild fire and create more open hearts and kindness. May we all know more gratitude, joy, and peace.

We had a peaceful time at our October workshop. At each workshop we spend a chunk of time outside with nature and the October workshop was no different, except there was a steady downpour throughout the day. The theme of the workshop was gratitude and the element we were clearing with was water. So nature blessed us with water to ease the drought, for which there is gratitude, and an abundance of water to help us clear what gets in the way of being grateful. Thank you to all of the participants who splashed in the puddles, danced in the rain and took time to replenish themselves. Our next workshop is in January please consider joining us in the snow.

Trees

“When you go out into the woods, and you look at trees, you see all these different trees. And some of them are bent, and some of them are straight, and some of them are evergreens, and some of them are whatever. And you look at the tree and you allow it. You see why it is the way it is. You sort of understand that it didn’t get enough light, and so it turned that way. And you don’t get all emotional about it. You just allow it. You appreciate the tree.

The minute you get near humans, you lose all that. And you are constantly saying ‘You are too this, or I’m too this.’ That judgment mind comes in. And so I practice turning people into trees. Which means appreciating them just the way they are.”

― Ram Dass

Consider joining us for our next adventure, a retreat weekend in Akeley MN at Crow Wing Crest Lodge. There we will practice seeing ourselves like we see the trees , authentic and without judgment. Give yourself the gift of a weekend in nature, restoring your reserves and remembering how to play and relax. Sign up by August 1st to reserve your spot on this website, just click on retreats.

And if for some reason you are unable to join us, consider practicing seeing yourself and others without judgment, as you see the trees. If everyone tried this and were successful just 50% of the time, imagine how different the world could become.